Been sick for past week....flu followed by fever n cough....nw left with flu....
And believe or nt,i found out y i had fever. I mean fever might be common to most people.But it's unusual for me.....my family doctor flipped back her record n told me tat this is the 2nd time i gt fever....n guess wad? i realise my tooth is growing! i plucked out the inner tooth 2 years ago. and it's growing!!!! lol....
The reason for my sickness.....i guess it's over depression. Especially the chat on last Tues. it was just so hurting....where i can't admit myself to you how i felt deep down while you,on the other hand,knew wads going on. Both of us just cant get down to face the reality of the problem.i cried throughout the night...til i'm tired....til i'm out of tears...and fell asleep. and i fell sick til nw. exactly 1 wk later, we met up as if nothing had happened.
i'm just so afraid of taking the next step of my life while having you deep down in my heart. SO afraid that i'll regret. Yet so afraid of getting hurt again and left with nothing. Tell me,what should i do?
I read Chin's blog....thanks. A simple thanks. As what i always believe,true friendships isn't about how often u meet up each other. it isn't about how well u understand each other. It's about sincerity.
