Thursday, June 28, 2007
ooh...so tired. my dad suppose to be discharged today. Received a call from the hospital at abt 11+. We were on the way there already. Kinda relieved tat he can be discharged. Its scary to stay in hospital ... though i never stay in before. Its scary to see people so sick. and during this short few days, i actually witness 2 death right in fron of my eye. OMG!
But when we reached my dad's bed, he wasnt around. End up we realised he is inthe toilet vomitting. AND NO NURSE KNEW abt it!!!!! vomitting is also a syntom of stroke. so i asked the doctor abt it. they said its ok initially and said he can be discharged. After a while my dad told us tat he had difficulty breathing in the middle of the nite. walau....how can ask him discharge juz lid dat rite? kinda pissed off. so the doctor say he stay 1 more day for observation.
pray tat he;ll be alrite....
oh ya, n as expected. I am SINGLE! sme things juz haf to end.
pieced the puzzle 12:46 AMBut when we reached my dad's bed, he wasnt around. End up we realised he is inthe toilet vomitting. AND NO NURSE KNEW abt it!!!!! vomitting is also a syntom of stroke. so i asked the doctor abt it. they said its ok initially and said he can be discharged. After a while my dad told us tat he had difficulty breathing in the middle of the nite. walau....how can ask him discharge juz lid dat rite? kinda pissed off. so the doctor say he stay 1 more day for observation.
pray tat he;ll be alrite....
oh ya, n as expected. I am SINGLE! sme things juz haf to end.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
i am so damn tired. running up n down the hospital.been spending my time at the hospital most of the time. hardly rest either. and when i come home,i cant really get into good sleep either....u know the kind of frustration whereby u feel so damn tired yet cannot get to sleep? And when the daytime comes,i juz feel damn damn tired...
well,finally seen the doctor today. and the doctor says its a mild to moderate stroke. nt too bad at the moment. juz haf to control his diet n movements. then they going to send him to MRI which is a detail scan of his brain. Jus so happen that Wenwen is one of the nurse attending to the ward my dad is staying....and when my colleagues dropby to visit my dad today,we were chatting and its juz so lucky tat one of the doctor tat is attending to my dad happens to be John;s clients. Its kinda lucky....at least they'll be more attentive to my dad condition,i guess.hopefully....
i think its the unconscious stress thats giving me the headaches. i meant physically headache...its terrible n yet i cant get into a gd rest. shucks.
tired...tired...
pieced the puzzle 12:26 AMwell,finally seen the doctor today. and the doctor says its a mild to moderate stroke. nt too bad at the moment. juz haf to control his diet n movements. then they going to send him to MRI which is a detail scan of his brain. Jus so happen that Wenwen is one of the nurse attending to the ward my dad is staying....and when my colleagues dropby to visit my dad today,we were chatting and its juz so lucky tat one of the doctor tat is attending to my dad happens to be John;s clients. Its kinda lucky....at least they'll be more attentive to my dad condition,i guess.hopefully....
i think its the unconscious stress thats giving me the headaches. i meant physically headache...its terrible n yet i cant get into a gd rest. shucks.
tired...tired...
Sunday, June 24, 2007
it's 2.36am. juz came home....not from my pubbing session. not from my chill out session. but from the hospital.
my dad is in hospital. juz warded. currently in the acute stroke unit. Never did it occur to me this would happen. well,it's life. daddy felt giddy tis morning n yet went to work. And he fell down while alighting the bus. No one knew about it when it happened. Cause my dad doesnt have a HP. And ppl who know my dad would know tat he has some language barrier which makes him not understand common english or mandarin. Also he have hearing problems all along.I could imagine how lost he felt at tat moment. From wad he told me,after he regain consciousness at the bus stop, he walked to the factory. He felt uncomfortable and thus my mum asked me to brig him to see the doctor.
Went to our family GP.but the doctor went on holiday and thus a relief doctor was on shift. Wad a bastard the doctor is. He juz took my dad blood pressure n commented that my dad shouldnt stop the high blood medication. Heck! Its the hospital doctor who discharged him lor. after giving this comment he sayhe would give medicine. thats all. didnt even do the proper heartbeat check or asked more. when i had lunch wif my dad, i realise his mouth was kinda slanting to one side. Jus slightly. i juz felt weird. I cancelled all my appointments n stuff for the day and stayed at home to look after him.
i cooked dinner. Then i realised the "slant" is getting bad. Called my mum and talked to few friends. And they said to bring him to the hospital immediately. reached the hospital abt 10pm. did blood tests, ECG n alot of tests....to test his reactin for certain part of the body. I read abit on stroke. Its due to the brain nerves. And since the brain controls our movement,thinking n senses, once the brain cant :control" over it, its known as stroke. My dad reaction n strength is pretty alrite. I guess its the very early symtom n stage of stroke. oh ya,i feel like sueing the relief doctor tat my dad visit tat morning.....the doctor at the hopital says tat how come the GP never refer him to the hospital immediately???
anyway after all the tests here n there,my dad was warded. I feel that the hospital abit "corked up". At each "stage" or when they hand my dad over to another person, we have to repeat our story all over again n again....they either key into the computer or write down. walau...cant they have a consistent data that can be shared???? they took the blood from my dad to assess at the A n E. then when i reach the ward the nurse asked if blood was retrieved. I said "yes". but then.....the doctor attending to my dad asked for the blood again.....heck! and from wad i recall,my dad told me that they would take blood from him EVERYDAY the other time he was admitted abt 6 yrs back. i wonder if they realli take test or u know,keep the blood for their usage.
I know its a busy time for the company. And my dad being the ONE. as in company cant do without him. He's lifetime has been evolved in making quality and nice furniture for ppl. Ever since he's young abt 10? Til now. His passion for carpentry never died despite his language barrier. Looking back at wad he had gone thru,tears would drop. I would never haf a chance to haf a heart to heart talk wif him due to language barrier. I cant tell him how much appreciative i am toards him,for doting on me and providing the best for me he could. He woud never be able to listen to the music or sounds on TV. BUT he would always come n support me when i played music on stage. Though he cant hear,but his presence always make the difference. I admit i do take things for granted....
was at the hospital juz nw.....felt so lost. and juz wanted to talk to someone....I pray for speedy recovery and that dad will be fine.....
pieced the puzzle 2:36 AMmy dad is in hospital. juz warded. currently in the acute stroke unit. Never did it occur to me this would happen. well,it's life. daddy felt giddy tis morning n yet went to work. And he fell down while alighting the bus. No one knew about it when it happened. Cause my dad doesnt have a HP. And ppl who know my dad would know tat he has some language barrier which makes him not understand common english or mandarin. Also he have hearing problems all along.I could imagine how lost he felt at tat moment. From wad he told me,after he regain consciousness at the bus stop, he walked to the factory. He felt uncomfortable and thus my mum asked me to brig him to see the doctor.
Went to our family GP.but the doctor went on holiday and thus a relief doctor was on shift. Wad a bastard the doctor is. He juz took my dad blood pressure n commented that my dad shouldnt stop the high blood medication. Heck! Its the hospital doctor who discharged him lor. after giving this comment he sayhe would give medicine. thats all. didnt even do the proper heartbeat check or asked more. when i had lunch wif my dad, i realise his mouth was kinda slanting to one side. Jus slightly. i juz felt weird. I cancelled all my appointments n stuff for the day and stayed at home to look after him.
i cooked dinner. Then i realised the "slant" is getting bad. Called my mum and talked to few friends. And they said to bring him to the hospital immediately. reached the hospital abt 10pm. did blood tests, ECG n alot of tests....to test his reactin for certain part of the body. I read abit on stroke. Its due to the brain nerves. And since the brain controls our movement,thinking n senses, once the brain cant :control" over it, its known as stroke. My dad reaction n strength is pretty alrite. I guess its the very early symtom n stage of stroke. oh ya,i feel like sueing the relief doctor tat my dad visit tat morning.....the doctor at the hopital says tat how come the GP never refer him to the hospital immediately???
anyway after all the tests here n there,my dad was warded. I feel that the hospital abit "corked up". At each "stage" or when they hand my dad over to another person, we have to repeat our story all over again n again....they either key into the computer or write down. walau...cant they have a consistent data that can be shared???? they took the blood from my dad to assess at the A n E. then when i reach the ward the nurse asked if blood was retrieved. I said "yes". but then.....the doctor attending to my dad asked for the blood again.....heck! and from wad i recall,my dad told me that they would take blood from him EVERYDAY the other time he was admitted abt 6 yrs back. i wonder if they realli take test or u know,keep the blood for their usage.
I know its a busy time for the company. And my dad being the ONE. as in company cant do without him. He's lifetime has been evolved in making quality and nice furniture for ppl. Ever since he's young abt 10? Til now. His passion for carpentry never died despite his language barrier. Looking back at wad he had gone thru,tears would drop. I would never haf a chance to haf a heart to heart talk wif him due to language barrier. I cant tell him how much appreciative i am toards him,for doting on me and providing the best for me he could. He woud never be able to listen to the music or sounds on TV. BUT he would always come n support me when i played music on stage. Though he cant hear,but his presence always make the difference. I admit i do take things for granted....
was at the hospital juz nw.....felt so lost. and juz wanted to talk to someone....I pray for speedy recovery and that dad will be fine.....
Thursday, June 21, 2007
pieced the puzzle 3:24 PM
I missed those days where we all hang out together.....
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
There are moments in life where i hope my decisions weren't rash.
I'm back wif A.O.
It;s so wrong. Just so wrong.
pieced the puzzle 11:52 PMI'm back wif A.O.
It;s so wrong. Just so wrong.
My feelings have always been true. Friends said i shldnt cling on anymore. but it's hard and I've come to accept it. but deep down i know the feeling never ceased. though my feelings had been true, so what? Til now i don't think true love exists. Looking the way it is, no. It's not happening to both him and me and many of my frenz.
BUT I'll still wait....for the day u come back to me. And that's the day i believe true love exists.
pieced the puzzle 11:35 PMBUT I'll still wait....for the day u come back to me. And that's the day i believe true love exists.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Not Putting Up With It Anymore
Not Putting Up With It Anymore
Most of us have had this experience - we go to a movie, are absolutely baffled and appalled by how bad it is, yet continue watching it until it's over. I know, it's because we didn't want to judge the film prematurely - even though more than halfway through it was still jaw-droppingly awful, we were still hoping to be surprised, right? We just wanted some validation, no matter how small, that the movie wasn't a complete waste of our money and time, but most of the time, we're disappointed.
It's not too different with the other aspects of our lives; as a person, a father, a wife, a son, a sister, a partner, a colleague or neighbour, what are you putting up with? What kinds of stress are you allowing yourself to take on a regular basis even though you could just stand up and walk away?
Now I'm not knocking the power of perseverance; sticking with a worthy task that's showing improvement, no matter how slow, is admirable. What I'm talking about is putting up with something or someone that's taking a toll on your happiness and success while showing no sign of positive impact.
What are the bad movies in your life that you're not standing up and leaving?
Most of us adopt a passive approach to life - something we don't agree with happens again and again and, ah? we let it pass, we close one eye. I don't mean that we should be intolerant of others; I'm referring to the more personal aspects of our lives; matters that affect us directly - things like our jobs and our relationships, the abuse or unjust treatment that we take day after day because we think that we should accept the results of certain choices we've made.
But just because we've made this choice, does that mean we should accept how it's turned out? Just because we've invested money or time or love, does that mean we have to stick with it regardless of how unhappy it's making us?
Sure, most of us may complain about it, throw the odd tantrum or two, but very few will actually get up and insist on change or leave. Only you will know when the abuse has to stop. Only you will know when a situation has reached a point where the bad feelings will not go away unless something or someone changes or leaves. The sad fact is that most people do nothing, and the bad feelings continue to plague their lives.
When we're in the midst of an irredeemable film, there's often nothing we can do except walk out of the cinema. But very often, when it comes to other issues in our lives - our jobs, our relatives, our friends, or the prejudice we face - we can demand that things change to reflect our rights. We can at the very least make ourselves heard.
Decide for yourself when you're not going to put up with it anymore.
pieced the puzzle 11:51 PMIt's not too different with the other aspects of our lives; as a person, a father, a wife, a son, a sister, a partner, a colleague or neighbour, what are you putting up with? What kinds of stress are you allowing yourself to take on a regular basis even though you could just stand up and walk away?
Now I'm not knocking the power of perseverance; sticking with a worthy task that's showing improvement, no matter how slow, is admirable. What I'm talking about is putting up with something or someone that's taking a toll on your happiness and success while showing no sign of positive impact.
What are the bad movies in your life that you're not standing up and leaving?
Most of us adopt a passive approach to life - something we don't agree with happens again and again and, ah? we let it pass, we close one eye. I don't mean that we should be intolerant of others; I'm referring to the more personal aspects of our lives; matters that affect us directly - things like our jobs and our relationships, the abuse or unjust treatment that we take day after day because we think that we should accept the results of certain choices we've made.
But just because we've made this choice, does that mean we should accept how it's turned out? Just because we've invested money or time or love, does that mean we have to stick with it regardless of how unhappy it's making us?
Sure, most of us may complain about it, throw the odd tantrum or two, but very few will actually get up and insist on change or leave. Only you will know when the abuse has to stop. Only you will know when a situation has reached a point where the bad feelings will not go away unless something or someone changes or leaves. The sad fact is that most people do nothing, and the bad feelings continue to plague their lives.
When we're in the midst of an irredeemable film, there's often nothing we can do except walk out of the cinema. But very often, when it comes to other issues in our lives - our jobs, our relatives, our friends, or the prejudice we face - we can demand that things change to reflect our rights. We can at the very least make ourselves heard.
Decide for yourself when you're not going to put up with it anymore.
17 June
after reaching back home last nite at abt 3am, i tossed around and went into deep sleep. i meant really DEEP DEEP sleep. so shiok! think i am really tired. was woken up by messages from my cousin Stacey. after arrangements, we planned for a shopping event together with her mum,my aunt and Flora. went to PS and PP.
supposed to go for dinner to kinda celebrate the "combined" father's day for the 3 families. cause i couldnt make it on Friday. But the fact was,i am free on Friday. tat Friday nite was an upstting nite caused i quarreled wif my mum. followed by "aeroplanes" by my frenz. and i ended up in the office til very late. @#$%^&*(@#$%^&*
oh ya,back to the dinner thingy,it was cancelled. cause too many ppl,yet dunno where to eat and such. so leh zhey. anyway, sorry dad. Happy Father's Day!
pieced the puzzle 11:33 PMsupposed to go for dinner to kinda celebrate the "combined" father's day for the 3 families. cause i couldnt make it on Friday. But the fact was,i am free on Friday. tat Friday nite was an upstting nite caused i quarreled wif my mum. followed by "aeroplanes" by my frenz. and i ended up in the office til very late. @#$%^&*(@#$%^&*
oh ya,back to the dinner thingy,it was cancelled. cause too many ppl,yet dunno where to eat and such. so leh zhey. anyway, sorry dad. Happy Father's Day!
Sat 16 June
it's a tiring day. went for a survey interview....quite interesting. Juz to share with all,there'll be a new "software " coming up soon by one of the mobile service provider. its pretty similar to MSN and skype. quite interesting. durng the interview they asked abt wad u think and improvements to be made to the product. most importantly,got $$ take. haha...not alot but $70 for abt 1.5 hr is pretty alrite.
After the interview,rushed to meet Alex for a concert. thought the concert would end at 5pm. and since the concert is a Singpost,where my office is, i planned to go office and do some work. but instead the concert drag til 6+. so i didnt have the time to go back office. i was so famished by then. whole day w/o water n food.
Went to meet my aunty n family and my grandpa for dinner.
After dinner,went to Coastes wif my cousin and friends. Law n his fren came by at a later time also. it was a bad weather....its pouring halfway relaxing on the beach. we had to shift to the seats with shelter. anyway, i got drenched coz Law didnt know the way in...and i had to walk thru the rain n "fetch" him. and his punishment was to get me more drinks! haha....thanks yea.
pieced the puzzle 11:25 PMAfter the interview,rushed to meet Alex for a concert. thought the concert would end at 5pm. and since the concert is a Singpost,where my office is, i planned to go office and do some work. but instead the concert drag til 6+. so i didnt have the time to go back office. i was so famished by then. whole day w/o water n food.
Went to meet my aunty n family and my grandpa for dinner.
After dinner,went to Coastes wif my cousin and friends. Law n his fren came by at a later time also. it was a bad weather....its pouring halfway relaxing on the beach. we had to shift to the seats with shelter. anyway, i got drenched coz Law didnt know the way in...and i had to walk thru the rain n "fetch" him. and his punishment was to get me more drinks! haha....thanks yea.
during ur darkest times of ur life,there'll be someone who MAY come to ur life and give u a pulling hand. thanks Alex. though u dunno wad is going thru me,but ur invitation to the concert kept me thinking thru the session. Thanks for the nice letter u wrote me. Thank you for the trust you put in me.Thank you for not treating me juz a financial planner to you and allowing me to get to know you better.
my thoughts are in chaos i admit....but i learnt something today. just 2 words.... HOLD ON.
pieced the puzzle 3:19 AMmy thoughts are in chaos i admit....but i learnt something today. just 2 words.... HOLD ON.
Friday, June 15, 2007
i hate to admit. but at times i feel i should see a psychiatrist. the amount of pressure on me and stress.....the number of times i broke down....yet appearing strong in front of others. the kind of feeling. who would ever understand?I dont even know who i am anymore. it's juz so scary sometimes. so often i hold back.......its a matter of time i guess. to let go of everything in my life.
pieced the puzzle 9:36 PM
its a friday....6.52pm.
current location : office.
Mood: "emo"
i'm so tired. juz so tired.not physically,but mentally.
pieced the puzzle 6:51 PMcurrent location : office.
Mood: "emo"
i'm so tired. juz so tired.not physically,but mentally.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
The line between right and wrong had blurred. In my search for truth,I had become the lie. Perhaps some secret should remain secret.
pieced the puzzle 10:23 PMprior to previous entry
A clean break is easier. You can reset it....and it heals,and you move on. But if you leave things messy or things don't get put right....then it just hurts. Forever.
We have only but one road to travel in this life. And along the way you meet people on the same path.Sometimes routes may change. You MAY meet again. Or never ever again. And sometimes when 2 people move apart from each other. You won't know who he/she is anymore.It's life,isnt it?
There are moments in life where you hope your decision weren't rash. Have u ever had this kind of feeling before?Decisions not only relationships,but careers,friendships,family,loved ones etc. All that have been said and done. It's history. It's the past. The past is past. And it was time for the past to meet the present.
gee....i don't know what i am blogging....but juz wana write it out. lolz
pieced the puzzle 10:13 PMWe have only but one road to travel in this life. And along the way you meet people on the same path.Sometimes routes may change. You MAY meet again. Or never ever again. And sometimes when 2 people move apart from each other. You won't know who he/she is anymore.It's life,isnt it?
There are moments in life where you hope your decision weren't rash. Have u ever had this kind of feeling before?Decisions not only relationships,but careers,friendships,family,loved ones etc. All that have been said and done. It's history. It's the past. The past is past. And it was time for the past to meet the present.
gee....i don't know what i am blogging....but juz wana write it out. lolz
ooh...i'm missing someone badly....i dunno why.
DONT ASK ME WHY!!!!
I miss U.
~grinz
pieced the puzzle 12:41 AMDONT ASK ME WHY!!!!
I miss U.
~grinz
Saturday, June 09, 2007
porridge anyone?
porridge anyone?
eh....prior to my earlier post....i just went to the kitchen and realised. the pot of porridge can feed me for abt 5-6 days.the porridge seems to be increasing....uh oh....sure kena from my mum when she come back tonight.
erm....porridge anyone??? open 24 hrs. while stock last. *grinz
pieced the puzzle 3:56 PMerm....porridge anyone??? open 24 hrs. while stock last. *grinz
its a peaceful saturday afternoon....somehow i dun really like to go out on weekends daytime. everywhere's crowded. finding parking space can be a headache.....i prefer to stay home on weekends. unless i have appointments. and of course i would onli go out at night.... =)
i still prefer shopping on weekdays....less people. but not so now course its the June holidays. weekday shopping is fun cause u'll get the attention of the retail ppl,in other words better service. no "aunties" to squeeze u thru, parking lots are easier to find. and going for haircut,mani/pedi on weekdays, wif less customer,they tend to "take care" of you better also. enought of crap.
i juz cooked porridge. wa piang....i overcooked lor...i think the pot of porridge can last me for 3 - 4 days inclusive of lunch n dinner. (i seldom take breakfast). anyway.its a simple meal for simple me. white porridge wif preserved pickles and canned minced meat bean paste.
i dun understand lei....how come i cook rice,say e.g 3 cups of rice can feed 3 ppl. but porridge if i cook 2 cups can feed like 6-8 ppl? why?? onli more water onli mah.....amount of rice still the same...why? who can tell me why?
pieced the puzzle 3:42 PMi still prefer shopping on weekdays....less people. but not so now course its the June holidays. weekday shopping is fun cause u'll get the attention of the retail ppl,in other words better service. no "aunties" to squeeze u thru, parking lots are easier to find. and going for haircut,mani/pedi on weekdays, wif less customer,they tend to "take care" of you better also. enought of crap.
i juz cooked porridge. wa piang....i overcooked lor...i think the pot of porridge can last me for 3 - 4 days inclusive of lunch n dinner. (i seldom take breakfast). anyway.its a simple meal for simple me. white porridge wif preserved pickles and canned minced meat bean paste.
i dun understand lei....how come i cook rice,say e.g 3 cups of rice can feed 3 ppl. but porridge if i cook 2 cups can feed like 6-8 ppl? why?? onli more water onli mah.....amount of rice still the same...why? who can tell me why?
quoted from a movie
A clean break is easier. You can reset it.....and it heals, and you move on. But if you leave things messy or things don't get put right.....then i just hurts. Forever.
pieced the puzzle 2:49 AM
todae is a busy busy busy day.....rushing here n there. Past few days were spent on mahjong sessions at a chalet...
i got a thought. it kinda sounds crazy...but i think i'm pretty serious about it. I wanna have kids...but i dun wan to settle down yet. UNLESS it's someone that i feel ok wif. I wouldnt mind raising the kid up myself. Friends question me and here's the FAQ (frequently asked questions) :
Qn 1) Kids?? "made" with who?
Answer : of coz not with any ah kow or ah niao.i guess wif someone whom i can trust and is comfortable with. I am not expecting him to commit anything.but at least can get along wif even after the child is born. (expression of fren -*raise eyebrow)
Qn 2) Why?? you crazy ah?
Answer: coz i wanna haf kids lor. dun wan to wait til i old old then have kids. and also,i need to divert my "love" . haha....
Qn 3) then next time u meet Mr right. how???
Answer: hmm....if he's mr right, he should accept me for what i am including the kid. anyway,my heart is "dead" le.it's buried wif memories....in another words,i found the ONE tat i want le...juz that things...i dunno....juz take a step at a time ba.
pieced the puzzle 2:20 AMi got a thought. it kinda sounds crazy...but i think i'm pretty serious about it. I wanna have kids...but i dun wan to settle down yet. UNLESS it's someone that i feel ok wif. I wouldnt mind raising the kid up myself. Friends question me and here's the FAQ (frequently asked questions) :
Qn 1) Kids?? "made" with who?
Answer : of coz not with any ah kow or ah niao.i guess wif someone whom i can trust and is comfortable with. I am not expecting him to commit anything.but at least can get along wif even after the child is born. (expression of fren -*raise eyebrow)
Qn 2) Why?? you crazy ah?
Answer: coz i wanna haf kids lor. dun wan to wait til i old old then have kids. and also,i need to divert my "love" . haha....
Qn 3) then next time u meet Mr right. how???
Answer: hmm....if he's mr right, he should accept me for what i am including the kid. anyway,my heart is "dead" le.it's buried wif memories....in another words,i found the ONE tat i want le...juz that things...i dunno....juz take a step at a time ba.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
i got my new HP today.... Nokia 6300. slim and simple. i like.
pieced the puzzle 3:13 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007
oh....on my way back home. i heard this song on class 95. nice???
pieced the puzzle 4:54 AM
its 3.21am......i am so awaked....i am so freaking bored...
juz nw went out in the evening.....went for appt n met up Law for chat....we chat til 12+am. and i juz dun feel like going home.so i went to cruise ard and landed at Mustafa. What a wrong place to end up with.....
i ended up spending $$$ there. Shucks!spent abt $80+ there. i know it could be more.....but i really control myself le. bought a PINK Mouse! the one at home is already dunno how many years old le and its beginning to give some problems. i didnt know the mouse makes a difference also....the new mouse shiok lei....respond faster than the previous one....so "chi dun"
also bought a PARKER pen there.....i dunno....i was attracted to it....and its in PINK color!!! (whoever got chance to see will see la) other $ was spent on beauty stuff.....haiz....
i am not a fetish on pink color...but i dunno why i was attracted to it. hmm.....pinkish feeling?? lolz....on i spent like almost 3 hrs shopping the whole Mustafa. crazy rite? haiz.....missed Brenda.....coz she'll be the only one who would do such crazy thing with me.i guess. so glad my best pal is back....but CY would neber step into mustafa. this i am very certain...
anyway,heck! i am one who can do shopping alone.weird thing about me is,whenever i am out wif other ppl to shop,i usually end up wif nothing back. but when i am alone,it's chaos.
hmm...have you sometimes wonder who you really are?
pieced the puzzle 3:21 AMjuz nw went out in the evening.....went for appt n met up Law for chat....we chat til 12+am. and i juz dun feel like going home.so i went to cruise ard and landed at Mustafa. What a wrong place to end up with.....
i ended up spending $$$ there. Shucks!spent abt $80+ there. i know it could be more.....but i really control myself le. bought a PINK Mouse! the one at home is already dunno how many years old le and its beginning to give some problems. i didnt know the mouse makes a difference also....the new mouse shiok lei....respond faster than the previous one....so "chi dun"
also bought a PARKER pen there.....i dunno....i was attracted to it....and its in PINK color!!! (whoever got chance to see will see la) other $ was spent on beauty stuff.....haiz....
i am not a fetish on pink color...but i dunno why i was attracted to it. hmm.....pinkish feeling?? lolz....on i spent like almost 3 hrs shopping the whole Mustafa. crazy rite? haiz.....missed Brenda.....coz she'll be the only one who would do such crazy thing with me.i guess. so glad my best pal is back....but CY would neber step into mustafa. this i am very certain...
anyway,heck! i am one who can do shopping alone.weird thing about me is,whenever i am out wif other ppl to shop,i usually end up wif nothing back. but when i am alone,it's chaos.
hmm...have you sometimes wonder who you really are?
Friday, June 01, 2007
yippee....my pc is fixed!
spent $343. changed my motherboard to Core 2 duo. and upgraded to 1gB ram...and i received a letter from singnet that they upgraded from 512kps to 1mb at no cost.....wif a faster processor and internet speed....kinda shiok! lol...
pieced the puzzle 1:50 PMspent $343. changed my motherboard to Core 2 duo. and upgraded to 1gB ram...and i received a letter from singnet that they upgraded from 512kps to 1mb at no cost.....wif a faster processor and internet speed....kinda shiok! lol...
