for the past week,lots of things came to my mind. as mentioned,it;s time to let go....Many asked me wad it is all about. well,in short,time to let go of the past....call me stupid or wadever. perhaps the more i "cling" on,the more HE will feel that someone will always be there should anything happen.in other words,perhaps take things for granted. On the other hand,if it's becoz of a fear that something will happen to one's partner that he or she do not wana create "disputes" or breakup,then shall i do the same? What about the scars on those hands???what about the scars in the heart???

I wished my heart was like the sand on the beach that can be washed off easily...this time round i am really determined to let it go...i know my life isnt the same as before...yes i indulge in drinking n stuff.at least i am controlling.But it aint easy to act so strong in front of all the people. And often when i chat wif other in pub,i realise i am not the only one. i really emphathise with them...yes,i often hide my feelings...but i know if i let off my feelings n thoughts,its gonna be disastrous....

Yet i wana complain...its tiring not being myself...i know i will overcome it...just got to watch my temper. my priority will be work first from now on...